the 2nd time of the first

November 30, 2006

this was the day the two souls were destined to talk.

November 30, 2007

the souls finally got together but it was only the start of their story.

It had been a year of tears and challenges, of circumstances that tested how real the emotions were. But it also had been a year of smiles and wishes coming true, of feeling what is real and the feeling of a warm touch.
Most of it were the first times. First time to see each other, first time to hold hands, first time to let the lips meet, first problem, first fight, first movie to watch together, first time to run under the rain and the list just goes on.

The feeling of loving the other and see that he/she returns that engaging emotion leaves you speechless. It cannot match up to any words or phrases. To have someone to care for you and see that he/she accepts you wholeheartedly, that even if he/she sees your imperfections it isn't enough to make them go away. And they just stay. They stay beside you so that they could feel you, touch you and listen to your silence. So that they could tell you that your imperfection doesn't make you any less lovable. To hold your cheeks and kiss it when tears started to fall on it.

To have my star with me on this day is the only thing I asked. Things may had happened but that doesn't make the day any less special. Everyday is a chance to know the other better... and to know him more doesn't make my love for him to stop growing.

The more I see how he does things, the more I realize how he could be hurt, how he whispers my name in my ear makes me remember that he is everything I ever asked for. No matter what he does, he is it. He is too good to be true to me, he may not be so from the eyes of the other but he is so perfect for me.

No one would correct my grammar for me,
I would not notice how good I can be if he did not tell me,
I wouldn't have the urge to cook if it weren't for him,
I would have lost my interest in writing if I hadn't met him,
I would not have cared for the time and dates if he didn't keep it

I wouldn't have believed that future exists if it weren't for my star.

There may have been no pictures here to make us remember about what had happened that day but with just one look in your eye, I know that it is real, that we did had an anniversary and that we were both happy.

I love you so much my Jake. I am looking forward to seeing more of you.

happy birthday, Stargirl!

It's her birthday. she's religious, she worries too much, sometimes i think she's either paranoid or plain psychosomatic. she's beatiful, she's georgous, she's smart, she's talented, she's wonderful, she's everything. i will reach the web limit of this site should i write everything she is to me.

But one only needs to know one thing about her, and that's i love her so much. And that's the bottomline coz her PMS says so!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA!

- Jake